You burned bridges so that the steps regretted
wouldn't follow you.
Never a word whispered, weighed and measured
for the follow through.
I saw the ragged steps I placed
in the road behind,
taking pride in the footprints,
toes sank deep into the mud,
squelching between pink digits.
In a sea of thoughts I think we drowned
you began, remain, an arrow loosed.
I, perhaps no lesser, was a dying flame,
smoke rising from those waters;
Blended seamlessly with fog that drifted
over happy homes
to find today.
Island forests thick with us,
pine needles tickling ephemeral clouds,
hopeful daylight sunbeams
flickering past the brushes.
We aren't islands.
Beneath the seas all islands are connected, part of the great land mass of the earth. If we were islands we would then be the peaks of mountains, thrusting through the waves till we taste the salty air and gaze upon the open heavens. No, we aren't islands, we are pools of water in a desert. Flowers sprouting at the boundaries of our shore. The only time in history, it rained. Here we are, once torrential, trapped in our solitary furrows. Still, though we are changing, striving, beneath the sand and grit and cold cold stone we seep into the forgotten crevices of the earth. The moisture spreading further from our place benea
empty gales howling
through ethereal boards
windows long ago left broken
empty halls echoing
with soundless speech
long ago left unspoken
reach to the ever
burning brightly up high
the stars our infant hands
strive to grasp
points of light, dreamers
dream to hold
lost to the never changing past
The churning depths
our boundless souls
strove to one day go
the highest heights
our parents hoped
that we would one day know
more than empty halls
and cheap syringes
mixed among the trash
infected wounds
puncture marks
spreading like a rash
disconnect with those strange dreams
the if I coulds and might have beens
reach towa
Dreaming heavy dreams
Atropos flashing silver reminders
of the curse her fair form holds
to choose the thread that must end
still she sighs for at the end of all
with empty hands, without a friend.
At her feet the tapestry lies,
tatters and rags woven with lives,
long Aeons finally laid to rest.
So with her ancient duty done
her heavy dreams are softer now,
she wakes gently in the sun.
Empty eyes grinning,
the discount bin overflow
spills onto dirty warehoue floors,
slashed clothes in dumpsters,
fantasies of consumerism
dragging humanity underneath
it's heavy allure, left to drown in debt.
the screech never came
no birds flew into buildings
no dogs howed to the bright sky
nothing b ut normal day to day
interstate filled, road rage and radio
Roaring
the blooming light and smoke rising
the rushing wave, smoldering heat
radioactive ash blaketing manicured lawns
shadows burned into brick walls
fat dripping from faintly glowing blackened bones
too stunned to scream.
Emergency rooms overflowing with broken doctors,
their healing hands too tired to help.
A rusted bike chain, sharp edged
digging to the bony wrist
as I'm pulled screaming
down the alley
Wild eyed they reach
down further, tugging
at my hair, their greasy fingers
stroking my neck
The taste of sick building
at the back of my tongue
as convulsing they go deeper
sinking further to the rough pits
of a poisoned heart
long ago gave up on despair
Lets run away from consequence
All reviled recompense
focus on the action spent
throughout our wayward lives
Trampled by the endless surge
to own, conquest, no other urge
has chased us from the meaning
of true happiness upon this world
Strive ever onwards without fear
that failure looms so very near
and find within that purpose lies
in action not a wage
Though that must seem to contradict
all that we have ever known,
we're taught that unless work is shown
to gain a fine deserved reward
except completion of a task
it feels unruly to have asked
for second chances.
So I beg you to dance freely,
write with passion on your sle
Our expectations drown forgotten
amidst the roiling seas
in our endless struggle towards
a soul we strive to please
and find among the turmoil meaning,
life, that will appease
balance tween the chaos
of loves many mysteries
What way can I aspire
how to carefully explain
that strangest of compulsions,
the misery and pain,
yet such ultimate freedom
binding of a soul
nothing can compare; conspire,
contemplate, console
Bursting past the levies,
a wave of passion freed,
past the walls of arrogance
past even hatreds seed.
love that raises everything
humanity could need,
rising past arrogance,
cruelty and greed.
Our expectati
Walking down the city streets, orange glow of halogen lamps flickering off when he steps past them casting the ice covered concrete into the near pitch black of urban decay. The air too cold to smell the exhaust of industry, the aroma of cigarettes stained into his bulky winter coat that barely covers a threadbare tshirt and blue jeans. Through his gloves he feels the chill sinking into his fingers, tips probably white by now, after a while he puts it out of his mind. Comforted by the promise of liquor to take the weariness out of his bones. /1/ He hoped for more than just alcohol, he hoped for multiple purposes to become completely intoxicat
You burned bridges so that the steps regretted
wouldn't follow you.
Never a word whispered, weighed and measured
for the follow through.
I saw the ragged steps I placed
in the road behind,
taking pride in the footprints,
toes sank deep into the mud,
squelching between pink digits.
In a sea of thoughts I think we drowned
you began, remain, an arrow loosed.
I, perhaps no lesser, was a dying flame,
smoke rising from those waters;
Blended seamlessly with fog that drifted
over happy homes
to find today.
Island forests thick with us,
pine needles tickling ephemeral clouds,
hopeful daylight sunbeams
flickering past the brushes.
We aren't islands.
Beneath the seas all islands are connected, part of the great land mass of the earth. If we were islands we would then be the peaks of mountains, thrusting through the waves till we taste the salty air and gaze upon the open heavens. No, we aren't islands, we are pools of water in a desert. Flowers sprouting at the boundaries of our shore. The only time in history, it rained. Here we are, once torrential, trapped in our solitary furrows. Still, though we are changing, striving, beneath the sand and grit and cold cold stone we seep into the forgotten crevices of the earth. The moisture spreading further from our place benea
empty gales howling
through ethereal boards
windows long ago left broken
empty halls echoing
with soundless speech
long ago left unspoken
reach to the ever
burning brightly up high
the stars our infant hands
strive to grasp
points of light, dreamers
dream to hold
lost to the never changing past
The churning depths
our boundless souls
strove to one day go
the highest heights
our parents hoped
that we would one day know
more than empty halls
and cheap syringes
mixed among the trash
infected wounds
puncture marks
spreading like a rash
disconnect with those strange dreams
the if I coulds and might have beens
reach towa
Dreaming heavy dreams
Atropos flashing silver reminders
of the curse her fair form holds
to choose the thread that must end
still she sighs for at the end of all
with empty hands, without a friend.
At her feet the tapestry lies,
tatters and rags woven with lives,
long Aeons finally laid to rest.
So with her ancient duty done
her heavy dreams are softer now,
she wakes gently in the sun.
Empty eyes grinning,
the discount bin overflow
spills onto dirty warehoue floors,
slashed clothes in dumpsters,
fantasies of consumerism
dragging humanity underneath
it's heavy allure, left to drown in debt.
the screech never came
no birds flew into buildings
no dogs howed to the bright sky
nothing b ut normal day to day
interstate filled, road rage and radio
Roaring
the blooming light and smoke rising
the rushing wave, smoldering heat
radioactive ash blaketing manicured lawns
shadows burned into brick walls
fat dripping from faintly glowing blackened bones
too stunned to scream.
Emergency rooms overflowing with broken doctors,
their healing hands too tired to help.
A rusted bike chain, sharp edged
digging to the bony wrist
as I'm pulled screaming
down the alley
Wild eyed they reach
down further, tugging
at my hair, their greasy fingers
stroking my neck
The taste of sick building
at the back of my tongue
as convulsing they go deeper
sinking further to the rough pits
of a poisoned heart
long ago gave up on despair
Lets run away from consequence
All reviled recompense
focus on the action spent
throughout our wayward lives
Trampled by the endless surge
to own, conquest, no other urge
has chased us from the meaning
of true happiness upon this world
Strive ever onwards without fear
that failure looms so very near
and find within that purpose lies
in action not a wage
Though that must seem to contradict
all that we have ever known,
we're taught that unless work is shown
to gain a fine deserved reward
except completion of a task
it feels unruly to have asked
for second chances.
So I beg you to dance freely,
write with passion on your sle
Our expectations drown forgotten
amidst the roiling seas
in our endless struggle towards
a soul we strive to please
and find among the turmoil meaning,
life, that will appease
balance tween the chaos
of loves many mysteries
What way can I aspire
how to carefully explain
that strangest of compulsions,
the misery and pain,
yet such ultimate freedom
binding of a soul
nothing can compare; conspire,
contemplate, console
Bursting past the levies,
a wave of passion freed,
past the walls of arrogance
past even hatreds seed.
love that raises everything
humanity could need,
rising past arrogance,
cruelty and greed.
Our expectati
Walking down the city streets, orange glow of halogen lamps flickering off when he steps past them casting the ice covered concrete into the near pitch black of urban decay. The air too cold to smell the exhaust of industry, the aroma of cigarettes stained into his bulky winter coat that barely covers a threadbare tshirt and blue jeans. Through his gloves he feels the chill sinking into his fingers, tips probably white by now, after a while he puts it out of his mind. Comforted by the promise of liquor to take the weariness out of his bones. /1/ He hoped for more than just alcohol, he hoped for multiple purposes to become completely intoxicat
I saw you at the park yesterday and it sparked the memory of the time we played on the monkey bars when we were little. You told me you could fly and I didn't believe you. You jumped off and soared through the air, and for the slightest moment in time, I actually believed you could fly. The sun bounced off you at such an angle my eyes played a trick on me and made me believe you had snow-white wings protruding from your back. (I now realize I was only seeing a glimpse of what was to come)
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I went home and climbed onto my roof to take a peek at the stars up close. I closed my eyes and imagined I was floating off into space to try and f
Girl with the glow stick heart by GrimmestFangs, literature
Literature
Girl with the glow stick heart
She played at night in the greenery of the silent fields,
Glowing above weeds, vines and shrubs that grew to her mellow hums.
She had a heart that cured wounds of the worse,
And sparked smiles that lit up the skies.
Her heart shown through the cloth that lined her blouse,
Making her bleed colors; warm, lovely colors
She spun circles in forests leaving a trail of neon lamplight,
Which not even crows could swallow.
She hadnt a name, for she couldnt afford such a thing,
But she acted as if she could.
The young beauty had a face painted over with freckles,
And ashen, cut up lips that were held up by her bony dimples.
Stop it
Stop repeating his voice stop
Seeing his face
Push him out
Theres no space for him in here now
That youve gone
Its your turn
So just run
Push him down
Push him out
Stop it
Stop letting him in
You know where hes been
Kick him out
Find your way and just go
And it hurts now, I know but hes
Not the one you thought he was
Back then
Push him down
Push him out
And begin.
Stop wasting your time on
More of his lies
Stop breaking your heart with
Needless goodbyes
Stop pretending it was all perfect back then
And think of all the things he put you through
Hes not worth it
The world had collapsed in on itself. For a moment nothing existed, a void not black but with no colour. A mere moment in this incomprehensible place was enough to challenge sanity; sanity itself seemed out of place in this absence of everything. Suddenly the void was gone, replaced, or filled once more by the world we all know so well. In that small moment though, that tiny fraction of a heartbeat, things changed; the world was a different place now. The cities were quieted, the land was caught in silence; a silence not of death, but of absence. The roads, the buildings, all things built by man were empty. The dominance of man was over; men
They Have Sparrows
NJ Finch
My bare feet, soaked in dew,
Remind me of the world around me.
Even in my turmoil, the searing cold,
Slowly turning to burning warmth,
Takes me out of my mind,
Out of my body,
And back into nature.
Its nice out there,
They have sparrows
I want to finger paint your name onto every page of my books, scrawl the sound of your heartbeat into the margins until it's perfectly in tune with mine. I want to live behind your bird-cage ribs, to hold your heart next to my own. I want to bend the hours and stretch the days so that we can have more time. I don't want to end up with a bunch of empty poems about a boy who used to sing. I want your breath to grow strong and sure, and for it to sing out to the heavens like it used to.
I want my breath to grow strong and sure, for it to sing out to the heavens like it used to. To fill the hearts and stretch the days
I want to be more than a
Current Residence: Bon Accord, alberta Favourite genre of music: Classical, sad slow music with vocals that sound like they're whispering in your ear Favourite photographer: (still not finished) All music that inspires and heightens imagination and dreams. That makes you ho Favourite style of art: pe and cry, laugh and fall, sing and shudder in the strange wonder of a few softly spoken notes. Personal Quote: Mad, adj. Affected with a high degree of intellectual independence.
Favourite Visual Artist
(not finished!!) Happy fast music that makes you smile despite yourself and laugh, tapping your toes
Favourite Movies
American Beauty, A beautiful mind, Numb, A knights tale, etc.
Favourite Writers
shakespeare/yeats
Favourite Games
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Other Interests
Anything that involves thinking or improving your mind